The last diary I wrote but didn't post was titled "you fools". So you know (essentially) where I'm coming from.
Rather than post that post, I have decided, after taking a break, I will take a different tack. You see, what I realize, is that my realizations are not the be-all and end-all of every realization in the whole world.
In reality, I have realized this sort of thing for a long time. I just didn't know (and still do not) know how to respond to it.
I have in the last several months, damaged my credibility. I did this by promising that which I did not, and in my heart of hearts, had some intention, at the time, of delivering but no readiness. Not out of intention, necessarily, but out of fear, and out of caring, or lack thereof, for specific people or groups of people.
In particular, I wish to apologize to teacherken, and to Robyn, and to people within that particular sphere, and to people who may believe that religion is valid.
You see, people irritate me. And, I telecommute, and while I do not lack a conceit of lacking bravery, I get a little crazy from time to time.